-The Gift Of Life-

        So today, before dinner, my dad told me some incredibly sad news. A 5th grader in Pennsylvania, killed herself(I won't say how, it's very sad)because of these cruel, selfish girls at her school who were bullying her. I think they called her over weight when she was perfectly healthy, and other mean things. She did nothing to them, she was loved by her parents, and was a kind girl. I don't know very much details, since my dad told me about this. Please everyone, don't waste life, stuck in being hurt, please block out all negative energy, and look at who love you, and see you as a wonderful human being. Stand up against  this, you can make a HUGE difference if you defend the victim, reach out to them, offer them something, I don't know, and if you're scared of being called a 'Goody two-shoes' or 'goody-goody' or some crap like that, who cares?! It won't hurt anybody, please know that you can end this too. And for bullies. Oh you make me mad! Maybe you feel like you're worth nothing in this world, or you're having it rough at home, or you want to feel better? I want to you to know that you do matter in this world! God didn't create you out of boredom! You have a purpose in this world like everybody else(and that purpose is NOT bullying)and there are many ways to express how you feel, don't bully! Talk to someone, get involved in an activity, etc. Also, having more clothes, living in a bigger house, having parents that get paid more, are not characteristics that make you better, I think 'better' is determined on what's on the inside.   Believe me, I do know how hard it is, I've been bullied, and kind of in that situation right now. I fight through the pain, and reach out. I don't do it for reward I do it, for the person. I also used to be a bully, then I realized how much words can effect someone, and it's pointless to hurt someone that did absolutely nothing wrong to me. It doesn't matter how big the thing you do is, all that matters is that you're helping someone, who's in pain right now.
  Yes I'm sure this post is not making any sense right now, but I'm trying to put into words of how I feel right now. Nobody has right to make fun of someone's appearance, everybody is beautiful in my eyes, and in God's eyes. There's no such thing as 'ugly' on the outside. I do regret bullying, but glad I left it behind. I'm sure you'll feel the same when you start too. :).
        I'm very sad right now, and I feel sorry for the innocent girl who lost her life. I feel very bad for the parents too. They must be going through so much right now, losing their baby girl, because of some girls who feel it's okay to hurt people. Please read this post-even though it's confusing- and take it to heart. You DO matter in this world, and you CAN make a difference. Her family is in my prayers. ♥
 I love you all.


                                        xoxo-Cocoa
p.s. I feel like I should right a song about this....♥