Merry Christmas Eve Everyone! ♥

       I'm so sorry for not posting for so long. To make up lost blog posts, I'm wishing my followers, everyone, and Earth a very Merry Christmas Eve.  I hope you're all doing wonderful, and having a great day.  ♥


                                                                    xoxo-Lexy

-The Gift Of Life-

        So today, before dinner, my dad told me some incredibly sad news. A 5th grader in Pennsylvania, killed herself(I won't say how, it's very sad)because of these cruel, selfish girls at her school who were bullying her. I think they called her over weight when she was perfectly healthy, and other mean things. She did nothing to them, she was loved by her parents, and was a kind girl. I don't know very much details, since my dad told me about this. Please everyone, don't waste life, stuck in being hurt, please block out all negative energy, and look at who love you, and see you as a wonderful human being. Stand up against  this, you can make a HUGE difference if you defend the victim, reach out to them, offer them something, I don't know, and if you're scared of being called a 'Goody two-shoes' or 'goody-goody' or some crap like that, who cares?! It won't hurt anybody, please know that you can end this too. And for bullies. Oh you make me mad! Maybe you feel like you're worth nothing in this world, or you're having it rough at home, or you want to feel better? I want to you to know that you do matter in this world! God didn't create you out of boredom! You have a purpose in this world like everybody else(and that purpose is NOT bullying)and there are many ways to express how you feel, don't bully! Talk to someone, get involved in an activity, etc. Also, having more clothes, living in a bigger house, having parents that get paid more, are not characteristics that make you better, I think 'better' is determined on what's on the inside.   Believe me, I do know how hard it is, I've been bullied, and kind of in that situation right now. I fight through the pain, and reach out. I don't do it for reward I do it, for the person. I also used to be a bully, then I realized how much words can effect someone, and it's pointless to hurt someone that did absolutely nothing wrong to me. It doesn't matter how big the thing you do is, all that matters is that you're helping someone, who's in pain right now.
  Yes I'm sure this post is not making any sense right now, but I'm trying to put into words of how I feel right now. Nobody has right to make fun of someone's appearance, everybody is beautiful in my eyes, and in God's eyes. There's no such thing as 'ugly' on the outside. I do regret bullying, but glad I left it behind. I'm sure you'll feel the same when you start too. :).
        I'm very sad right now, and I feel sorry for the innocent girl who lost her life. I feel very bad for the parents too. They must be going through so much right now, losing their baby girl, because of some girls who feel it's okay to hurt people. Please read this post-even though it's confusing- and take it to heart. You DO matter in this world, and you CAN make a difference. Her family is in my prayers. ♥
 I love you all.


                                        xoxo-Cocoa
p.s. I feel like I should right a song about this....♥

                                         

new playlist&words with friends

*Siigh* I just couldn't help posting this. ;} I just love all of the songs on my playlist. I vamped up some of my songs, on my playlist(i got rid of Friday thankfully) and ahh I just love all of those songs on there! I hope you fall in love with my songs too ♥. Also, if you have the app store, or a Facebook and you have the game 'Words With Friends' I would really love to play with you! My username is mizzymoo22. Search me in users and we can play a match! If you'd like to :].

                                    xoxo-Cocoa
p.s. credit to Ifuseaklyrics on youtube for making the Katy Perry video :)

Friend Quiz (optional)

Hi everyone! I'm going through a tough time with my "friends". So, I talked to my mom, and she gave me little advice, then I was just thinking, what is really a GOOD friend supposed to be like? So I'm going set up a little survey thing about your friends, in certain situations. :)
1. You're sitting with your friends at lunch, and they
a. Include you
b. Ignore you, and make you feel like you're not even there
c. Tease you or make you feel bad
d. Act kind and friendly to you :)

2. You call them for help with something, in this case homework, and they
a. Help you, the best that they can
b. not bother helping you
c. hang up
d. act very rude on the phone.

3. You say hello to them, and they
a. Say hello back and or hug you ♥ we all love hugs!
b. ignore you, without even looking at you
c. answer very rudely for example: what?!, what do you want?
d. smile, and say hello(there's a difference with choice A, and D. A has more affection involved♥)

4. They're throwing a party or a fun event, and they
a. invite you to the party, and act like they really want to you come

b. not invite you, on purpose

c. force you to invite yourself (which can sometimes be a little rude)
d. make an excuse why you can't come


 Sorry this was a little cheesy, but this is what I go through sometimes. It's really sad, and it makes me feel like lonely and I have no friends, at school. If you're going through the same situation, feel free to take this. Sorry also for the cheesy questions, and options :[.
Bye! ♥
                                 xoxo-Cocoa
p.s. I think I'll be posting on my new Music Covers page, since I figured out how I'm going to make it work :]. Can't wait to start! Lots of love!
  

Honest

Hi everyone, so I need to ask a favor of you. If I'm annoying you, tell me honestly, I'll change. If I'm being rude to you, tell me, I'll change. If I'm effecting you in any way, just tell me. I'll change.
Also a little shoutout to DisabledLlama and Willow Kitten for being my TRUE honest friends. Thanks for sticking with me all this time. I'm thankful everyday that I wake up everyday and I'm fortunate enough to have people like you in my life :). I love all of my friends so much! ♥
                             
                                           xoxo-Cocoa

Update and Suggestions

Hey people that follow my blog! I've been gone for....okay let's face it, I've been gone for a while. Well, okay it's official. I HATE school, and all who in habit it(ahem teachers) not trying to be negative, but this year hasn't been so hot for me. I guess it's because I haven't been using my methods, maybe that will help...or maybe not. Oh yeah I want to do something new and different for this blog. I want to make a little music thing like I can do covers of songs and record them and upload them here on my blog to share(if I figure out how to record, and edit) or I can take requests of songs to sing...that is if you like my voice. Also another one(you probably won't like) is a video game update(hahaha!) right now I've been trying to play Portal 2(oh my goodness I'm so terrible it hurts my brother-the video game master/king-to watch me play lol) so I could just post about what I do on the game, or if I beat anything, or what challenges I faced. Don't worry about the video game update, since I know the people who read my blog probably don't like video games hehe. Anyways, let me know if you want me to do covers of songs and post them on my blog. It's okay if you don't, but if you have any fun, or creative, or any suggestions for my blog, feel free to leave a comment below with your suggestions!
    Hey, have I ever thanked you for reading and looking at my blog? Well thank you so much :)
                       Until next time, Talk to you later! Bye! ♥
                                                   xoxo- Cocoa
 p.s. I will now be ending my blog with "xoxo-Cocoa" so you know it's me I guess.

East Coast Prayers

hi! it's kind of late right now, but i thought i'd blog about this topic. first let me just say that the first 2 weeks of school, was TERRIBLE(since i haven't used my techniques yet hehe) was not my best week. now to the important part. recently there was an earthquake and hurricane irene in the east coast. my aunt and uncle live in the carolinas, and the news said that's where irene effected(why irene and earth why?!)i'm worried right now, and i hope theyre okay. if you had a loved one, or someone you know, effected they will be in my prayers <3
I hope everyone in the east coast is alright

-CocoaDolly~<3