Merry Christmas Eve Everyone! ♥

       I'm so sorry for not posting for so long. To make up lost blog posts, I'm wishing my followers, everyone, and Earth a very Merry Christmas Eve.  I hope you're all doing wonderful, and having a great day.  ♥


                                                                    xoxo-Lexy

-The Gift Of Life-

        So today, before dinner, my dad told me some incredibly sad news. A 5th grader in Pennsylvania, killed herself(I won't say how, it's very sad)because of these cruel, selfish girls at her school who were bullying her. I think they called her over weight when she was perfectly healthy, and other mean things. She did nothing to them, she was loved by her parents, and was a kind girl. I don't know very much details, since my dad told me about this. Please everyone, don't waste life, stuck in being hurt, please block out all negative energy, and look at who love you, and see you as a wonderful human being. Stand up against  this, you can make a HUGE difference if you defend the victim, reach out to them, offer them something, I don't know, and if you're scared of being called a 'Goody two-shoes' or 'goody-goody' or some crap like that, who cares?! It won't hurt anybody, please know that you can end this too. And for bullies. Oh you make me mad! Maybe you feel like you're worth nothing in this world, or you're having it rough at home, or you want to feel better? I want to you to know that you do matter in this world! God didn't create you out of boredom! You have a purpose in this world like everybody else(and that purpose is NOT bullying)and there are many ways to express how you feel, don't bully! Talk to someone, get involved in an activity, etc. Also, having more clothes, living in a bigger house, having parents that get paid more, are not characteristics that make you better, I think 'better' is determined on what's on the inside.   Believe me, I do know how hard it is, I've been bullied, and kind of in that situation right now. I fight through the pain, and reach out. I don't do it for reward I do it, for the person. I also used to be a bully, then I realized how much words can effect someone, and it's pointless to hurt someone that did absolutely nothing wrong to me. It doesn't matter how big the thing you do is, all that matters is that you're helping someone, who's in pain right now.
  Yes I'm sure this post is not making any sense right now, but I'm trying to put into words of how I feel right now. Nobody has right to make fun of someone's appearance, everybody is beautiful in my eyes, and in God's eyes. There's no such thing as 'ugly' on the outside. I do regret bullying, but glad I left it behind. I'm sure you'll feel the same when you start too. :).
        I'm very sad right now, and I feel sorry for the innocent girl who lost her life. I feel very bad for the parents too. They must be going through so much right now, losing their baby girl, because of some girls who feel it's okay to hurt people. Please read this post-even though it's confusing- and take it to heart. You DO matter in this world, and you CAN make a difference. Her family is in my prayers. ♥
 I love you all.


                                        xoxo-Cocoa
p.s. I feel like I should right a song about this....♥

                                         

new playlist&words with friends

*Siigh* I just couldn't help posting this. ;} I just love all of the songs on my playlist. I vamped up some of my songs, on my playlist(i got rid of Friday thankfully) and ahh I just love all of those songs on there! I hope you fall in love with my songs too ♥. Also, if you have the app store, or a Facebook and you have the game 'Words With Friends' I would really love to play with you! My username is mizzymoo22. Search me in users and we can play a match! If you'd like to :].

                                    xoxo-Cocoa
p.s. credit to Ifuseaklyrics on youtube for making the Katy Perry video :)

Friend Quiz (optional)

Hi everyone! I'm going through a tough time with my "friends". So, I talked to my mom, and she gave me little advice, then I was just thinking, what is really a GOOD friend supposed to be like? So I'm going set up a little survey thing about your friends, in certain situations. :)
1. You're sitting with your friends at lunch, and they
a. Include you
b. Ignore you, and make you feel like you're not even there
c. Tease you or make you feel bad
d. Act kind and friendly to you :)

2. You call them for help with something, in this case homework, and they
a. Help you, the best that they can
b. not bother helping you
c. hang up
d. act very rude on the phone.

3. You say hello to them, and they
a. Say hello back and or hug you ♥ we all love hugs!
b. ignore you, without even looking at you
c. answer very rudely for example: what?!, what do you want?
d. smile, and say hello(there's a difference with choice A, and D. A has more affection involved♥)

4. They're throwing a party or a fun event, and they
a. invite you to the party, and act like they really want to you come

b. not invite you, on purpose

c. force you to invite yourself (which can sometimes be a little rude)
d. make an excuse why you can't come


 Sorry this was a little cheesy, but this is what I go through sometimes. It's really sad, and it makes me feel like lonely and I have no friends, at school. If you're going through the same situation, feel free to take this. Sorry also for the cheesy questions, and options :[.
Bye! ♥
                                 xoxo-Cocoa
p.s. I think I'll be posting on my new Music Covers page, since I figured out how I'm going to make it work :]. Can't wait to start! Lots of love!
  

Honest

Hi everyone, so I need to ask a favor of you. If I'm annoying you, tell me honestly, I'll change. If I'm being rude to you, tell me, I'll change. If I'm effecting you in any way, just tell me. I'll change.
Also a little shoutout to DisabledLlama and Willow Kitten for being my TRUE honest friends. Thanks for sticking with me all this time. I'm thankful everyday that I wake up everyday and I'm fortunate enough to have people like you in my life :). I love all of my friends so much! ♥
                             
                                           xoxo-Cocoa

Update and Suggestions

Hey people that follow my blog! I've been gone for....okay let's face it, I've been gone for a while. Well, okay it's official. I HATE school, and all who in habit it(ahem teachers) not trying to be negative, but this year hasn't been so hot for me. I guess it's because I haven't been using my methods, maybe that will help...or maybe not. Oh yeah I want to do something new and different for this blog. I want to make a little music thing like I can do covers of songs and record them and upload them here on my blog to share(if I figure out how to record, and edit) or I can take requests of songs to sing...that is if you like my voice. Also another one(you probably won't like) is a video game update(hahaha!) right now I've been trying to play Portal 2(oh my goodness I'm so terrible it hurts my brother-the video game master/king-to watch me play lol) so I could just post about what I do on the game, or if I beat anything, or what challenges I faced. Don't worry about the video game update, since I know the people who read my blog probably don't like video games hehe. Anyways, let me know if you want me to do covers of songs and post them on my blog. It's okay if you don't, but if you have any fun, or creative, or any suggestions for my blog, feel free to leave a comment below with your suggestions!
    Hey, have I ever thanked you for reading and looking at my blog? Well thank you so much :)
                       Until next time, Talk to you later! Bye! ♥
                                                   xoxo- Cocoa
 p.s. I will now be ending my blog with "xoxo-Cocoa" so you know it's me I guess.

East Coast Prayers

hi! it's kind of late right now, but i thought i'd blog about this topic. first let me just say that the first 2 weeks of school, was TERRIBLE(since i haven't used my techniques yet hehe) was not my best week. now to the important part. recently there was an earthquake and hurricane irene in the east coast. my aunt and uncle live in the carolinas, and the news said that's where irene effected(why irene and earth why?!)i'm worried right now, and i hope theyre okay. if you had a loved one, or someone you know, effected they will be in my prayers <3
I hope everyone in the east coast is alright

-CocoaDolly~<3

How to make a BAD year a GOOD year.

Yes, yes, I do reckon that I haven't posted anything, in a looong time, but I have an exuse...I didn't want to(Just kidding). I have returned, and I'm here to post again. I am soo disappointed! Yesterday I went for an enrollment for my school, and since in my school, they divide us into two,let's just say left side, right side;right side's awesome, left side's bad, and of course I get the left side. I do have most of my best friends on that side, but also some of the WORST(they hert mah feelings). The post 'Opinons and Keeping Them' was based off of their not so good behavior. Now I've invested on some tips, to make this year pretty decent.

• Ignore all of the stupid mean people, and focus on the friends you have. It'll be hard, but you'll always have friends to back you up, if you need them.
• Instead of dreading over the bad things that are coming up, try and think of a bright side in the situation, maybe you could make turn something boring, into something fun, like for instance, if you're somewhere boring(classroom taking a boring test)imagine it's somewhere fun, or somewhere you want to be. Just stay out of trouble, when you're doing this.
• If there's a fun event coming up, take advantage of it, there's probably very rare fun events in the year, so have all of the fun you could have.
• Don't slack off. Any assignment you are given, DONOT slack off, if you do, bad things will happen, and your year will go from bad to worse. So keep grades high.
• Stay out of trouble period. Be nice, even if you hate them, stay under control.
• Try and make new friends.

So those were some of the ways, I came up with to have a nice decent year. It's my last year(In public school woo!!) so, I'm going to spend it well. If these don't help, try and come up with your own ways to have a good school year.
                                   Until then, Take care! :)

                                               -Cocoa the ready Dolly

Power to the Pinky

So recently(last Saturday)I was trying to catch a ball in basketball but, the ball bent my pinky backwards and it hyper extended. So now I have a swollen pinky on my dominant(right)hand and I can't do anything! I can't hold finger food, I can't write or draw, and I can't do other everyday things! People who have a healthy pinky(s) take advantage of what you can do with them. Be happy you don't have trouble waking up and not being able to do activites. At least my pinky's healing, yesterday it hurt like crazy, even though now it still hurts, just not as much. Hopefully it will be fully healen by the end of the week and month.
                            More later!
            
                         -Cocoa the broken handed Dolly
     
        p.s. It hurt typing this...
               
                         
                                                                                  

                              

Updatee

Yooo.. Nothing's goin on except that i haven't been on for 11 days(i thought it was longer) but i'm on now! All i've really been doing is relaxinnggg. Oh and I'm getting a new phone so that's pretty exciting I guess. I also have a question for all DSi owners. I'm thinking of selling mine, but it has a little bit of sticker stains(and no stylus haha)and it won't sell if it's dirty, so I need to know the best way of cleaning that up. I know dissinfecting wipes don't work (because of friend's expirience, it happened to her DS and it broke) but I just want to know if there's another way besides that. Anyways, I'll post in sometime.
           For now, See ya latarrr
                    
                      -Cocoa the curious Dolly

Strange Night.

So last night(or this morning) at like 1:00 in the morning, there was this huge storm turning off the lights,TV, and computer, but not just that. I went to get a blanket from another room, and the TV was on! Like in classic scary movies(Poltergeist, The Ring)the white noise screen was on, and I could've sworn I turned it off since the last time I used it.I'm sure other weird things happened this morning I just didn't notice.
 Do you think my house is haunted? In the past, things have been moved then where they were and no one moved them.
   -Cocoa the confused and scared Dolly.

Opinions and Keeping Them

Have you ever walked out of your door feeling completely confident that you look great and nothing can ruin your day, and then somebody just says something so negative it just lowers your self esteem? Well I have, more than once. For example: I feel good one day, and then someone says something like "what's with your hair? it looks weird" I just burst into tears inside myself, and loose all of my confidence. Usually I just ignore their little opinion, but still everyday I wonder how am I going to look without getting that remark again. Well people(ahem GIRLS)you can avoid this from happening OR doing this to someone by: keeping your opinions to yourself, whatever you're going to say, if it's not encouraging  don't say it all, but if it's like a little tip you can tell them nicely, just don't say it all rude. If you are someone who gets rude remarks from other people, don't just stand there and take it, tell them how you feel, tell them it hurt your feelings and it doesn't make you want to see them anymore( and if necisary do it to them back >:3, to show them what they're making you go through.)
       Soo, yeeahh that's it, Have a good life, and remember keep your rude opinions to yourself ;)
                     --Cocoa the Dolly

Howdyy!!

well howdy dere folks! it been a loong time since i blogged now hasn't it. (not that anyone really cares lol)
sooo....yeah..hello. nothing going on except. well really nothing...i'm sitting in a chair right now.. so i'm going to TRY to make sense in my posts, since i realized i can get carried away with some other topic and lose people, (ex: like i just did now) oh well, you won't be seeing me in a while again sooo, so be it...
 i guess i'll be on my way!  well goodbye!
                                -Cocoa the boring lil' Dolly

im heree !!!

hii! sorry i didnt post nything in a while ive been busy,,but anyways nothing much has changed since my last post (time is still a problem) so now enjoy these japanese emoticons :3
☆〜（ゝ。∂）☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆ ⊂((・x・))⊃ 。3 。arent they cuteee? ok well anyways byee

The Beauty of Time

Ahh time. don't we just love it? Of course we do .. Especially when it ruins your life. Well right now I feel so rushed right now. Its either now or never for me n it just hate that. Whenever I hear the term "Limited Time Only" I just explode! I hate when you have little time to do something. Or when I hear: "Call or go online within the next 2 minutes and you'll get it all FREE!!!" who actually can do this all in 120 seconds? Wouldn't it take that long do dial the number or go online? Well anyways I'm stressed right now and I need to get everything that needs to be done, done. Sorry for not making sense basically what I'm trying to say is we all need more time. Well I do.

Fun fun night

hahaha i'm still smiling at that night :) i had soo much fun with my love!! we did pretty stupid things but oh well stupidity makes you famous XD~~ or not ._. but wow i can't believe we did that it was amazing ;) i wish i could show everyonee but as stupid as i am i know my brain would not be able to do all the stuff to get it on here....well maybe....but i had sooo much funn....yeah :)

My dream~~

I'm listening to a Japanese song and that made me think of my dream of going to Tokyo *sad* :( I dream to meet you megurine luka .. Even if you're not real ..

Template

Okay so today's the day I ask bout the template ~~ wish me luck!!

New Blog Template

Oh how I very baldy want to download this really cute template that goes perfectly with my blog! Only I need to convince them to let me *sad* I already showed the site was safe but I need to ask :( answer will be no anyway.

blargh :(

okay well i feel like...blargh...my headache is getting worse, my leg stoppid hurting and soon i'll be feeling queeezy x[. i haven't eaten lunch yet only 2 pieces of bread n i'm getting kinda....sleepy? i dunno anyways blargh....guess i'll find something to bake...if there's nothing to bake then i'll put a spider somewhere hot. spiders should know my house isn't the place to warm up. i'm sure the microwave will make him toasty >:3. n if you're thinking i'm a cruel animal abuser i'm not D: i don't mind if a bug or spider's outside being free cause' thats where they belong, not inside my house. oh well imma go take some medicine. or eat dark chocolate...even though i hate it

Meet CocoaDolly

Hai there! I'm CocoaDolly! I just joined blogspot so I'm still learning, so sorry if the blog looks newbish. =3= Okay so about me. Ahem. I love chocolate! Any chocolate I see I nom on >:3 but I just hate dark chocolate D: it's just  milk chocolate that's food colored, then mixed with that icky stuff in medicine lol XD. I love my friends n I love my nekos Nya~! But they're pretty choooby. I love pandas! Infact I am a panda :D wait no not a panda but the panda >:D. Mkayy soo I also love to bake but I'm a novice baker but I'm trying my best to be a pro :D. Waahh! Spider! Ugh I hate spiders. -_- but I love you! :3~ Gimme time to make my blog pretty k? See youu